firefly wont you shine your light

im getting excited. some people just dont understand. myspaces are funny. Kj, M, T, and K are awesome. I miss my ashleys.
and a week vacation is coming fast 4 days i cant wait :)

gosh   this sucks  i hate being alone .  i miss  you so much. i love my  friends so much there here for me but sometimes i feel like i need that little extra thing. i know im a drama queen. sorry night

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have you ever felt you we were a shadow of another person that the only reasone why they talked to you was cause you were with them. yeah thats how i feelright now. thanks ya'll you've been great.

Well today was good i guess. i got a phone call from him today. he told me i didnt have to pay for his ticket to come home. but anyways im going to get going i have stuff to write and etc. night ya'll

WEll its been sometime now since mark left. and its not getting easier i wish it would. :( i got my first letter the other day. i was so happy :) He means so much to me and is so sweet. he told me that he realizes he cant live without me and he cant wait to come home for christmas. i know he will be different after all his training and stuff. but i hope he still loves me just the same. i had my first break down last night its  so lonely here without him. i try hanging with friends but its not the same cause he was always there with me. i don't know. I love him so much:(


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how come when i'm having a good day. someone has to go and make me feel like im not wanted here anymore. because they want to be alone forever!

i feel like im not wanted anywhere right now.



have a great day pshyco

sometimes i wish i was just another person.

So im thinking about trying diet patches. i have been reading about them and stuff. so what ya'll think?

dont you wonder sometimes about friends and about how in the past they say we'll be friends forever and then just like leave and never call you ever again. I hate that so much. you make friends and then just slowly leave them because of something stupid. yeah its cool i guess.


this week ha sucked so bad.

I got yelled at by a gay guy
worked 6 days
was alone most the time
thought about alot of things that are stupid.


i cant wait til next week. it will be better then this one.

its gay. i dont know what im such a baby i just dont why cant i just be normal again. to many feeling coming at me at once i guess.

O NO I HAVE THE HIVES!!! SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME PLEASE!

I guess i treat people bad all of the time so. i am sorry if i have treated anyone bad and not given them all they want. i try my best and to some it is not enough.


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ME

So i got a new video game. there is no time for talking now lol time to become my second half. THE GAMER! wish me luck!


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Why do i have to be so gay?!

WOWOWOwowoOWOWOW 3 Years!!!!! :-D

I love you!

this is so hard i try and it is so hard......new tummys are hard to get:(

Im fat so deal with it.

say what you want i dont care.

Its TIME FOR A CHANGE!

Baby its cold outside!